RAN-DOMMMM

DO YOU KNOW that the one who played the professor in The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe also plays Horace Slughorn in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince?
DO YOU KNOW that the actor who played William 'Bill' Weasley is the son of the actor who plays Alastor 'Mad-Eye' Moody?
DO YOU KNOW that the actor who plays Alastor 'Mad-Eye' Moody is actually a good friend of Liam Neeson, the voice of Aslan in Narnia?
DO YOU KNOW that both actor who played Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore are Irish?

TEEHEE. Fun facts. :)

Anyway, Avril asked me to go teman her to her church BBQ...
Too bad, the chances I get to go is like... nil?
): Religious view.


FORGET THAT, I WANT TO WATCH NARNIA DY!!!
Its next week, I cant wait for it!!!
I so wanna see Ben Barnes acting as King Caspian X but I just hope that he'll drop that stupid fake accent
-,-
OH YEAH.
DO YOU KNOW that Ben Barnes is actually 29 years old this year BUT King Caspian X in the film and book is actually 13 years old =O
AND he is actually marrying Ramandu's daughter.
Wow.


you know, this year end I told myself to study for next year (as we already got our text books)
so that I will get excellent marks next year :)
I'll try though.
Focusing on Geo, Science, Sej and MATHS.

and,
now that its holiday, I've got more chances to improve my BALLET!
well, heheh, last year UPSR I kinda slack off lar...
but nw its different!
I'm now grade 6 and teacher's combined us with those girls that was in INTERMIDIATE
like, a grade higher.
so i'm kinda stressed out... I know they're nice, but honestly,
sometimes the way they look at me is pretty scary...
:x


oh well.

NARNIA and HARRY!

Now, there is a basic thing about me
I love Narnia and Harry Potter.
Any film, not matter what is on,
I'll always choose Narnia/Harry over the others.

why am I saying this?
well, becuz that both NARNIA and HARRY will be airing in Malaysia this HOLIDAYS!!!
HARRY = 17th NOVEMBER (today)
NARNIA = 3rd DISEMBER
!!!!!!

Man, my mom must let me watch these two.
She just know that they are my fav movies of all time
I rewatch Chornicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe over and over again
Begged my mom to buy me the Prince Caspian (ended up getting it from my cousin :] )
Well, Harry Potter, lets just say I was so addicted that I wanted to watch two HP movies in a row( at night, and a HP movie is damn long) but unfortunately was stopped by my mom.
She even need to confisticate the HP DVD to start me on my chores =)
TeeHee.
I own the full HP series, and also 2 other books that are related (Tales of Beedle the Bard something like that ._. and Fantastic Beast and where to Find Them)
*its been long since I read them so I forgotten the tittles =P

Honestly, I'm a huge fan of them.
Eventhough I do not own a single NARNIA book, but yes, I'm a loyal fan
No matter how bad Daniel Radcliffe's acting skills are, I will still watch it
So yeah.
Im a fan.

You see, I consider myself a European.
I love European countries over America (no idea why but yeah)
My fav will be Ireland
Both of my fav movies are UK movies
And UK is a European Country.
Even my fav actor (Hugh Laurie) is British
:)
I wanna be european. x)

Well, I'm pretty sure I wont be dissapointed by HP this time like the last time (Half-Blood Prince, but I understand that Half-Blood Prince is where they intriduce one of the most important thing in the story, the Hocrux, so maybe it is supposed to be boring)
Critics have it that it is an amazing film adaption of the book series
So I really cant wait
And Narnia with those scenery and music and those magical creatures (with the help of modern days technology of course)
I'm pretty sure I'll still be hooked no matter what :)

You see, HP and Narnia aint like the TS (Twilight Saga)
They teach us moral values
while TS teaches us how important it is for us to have boyfriends and that to be like Bella, we have to be torn between two 'mens', one which can sparkle and another which, despite the male thinking having more hair on their body is considered 'manly', have a ridiculously amount of hair that may sometimes scare women away.
Seriously, not much women can wake up and find herself next to a head-to-toe hairy man,
therefore, I strongly believe that people who can stay in their seats without the urge to run to the washroom after seeing R. Patz half-nakedm they can pretty much stay in their seat for the whole time when Narnia/ HP is playing.

That'll be it.
Ciao.

migraine ):

today started just like any other day
woke up in the morning by dad
blah blah blah
the only thing special is that i have stomachaches that i believe is from the night before
so i decided to skip breakfast
watch tv then suddenly i got this extremely painful headache

i thought it was just something from an empty stomach
so i ate some rice
nothing happened
the pain presist on the half upper side of my head
i dont feel like shoving any more food down my throat
i felt like throwing up anytime
i dont want to do the housework i'm instructed
the minute i lean my head on something, its okay;
the minute i lift up my head, pain
i didnt feel like watching anymore tv
i switch off the music i was listening
getting myself outside to hang the clothes was very very hard
the pain on my head got very very serious
my mom told me to take paracetamol
i cant take the sunlight from outside
closed all doors and lay on the couch to sleep

i got all okay
until i woke up
i though i have the appetite to eat again
got up, re-heat the rice
headache again
forced  myself to stay awake by watching glee
failed
turn off the tv and pulled all curtains to block sunlight
slept again
until my mom woke me up around 1730...
she told me i am having migraine.

'Migraine is a neurological syndrome characterized by altered bodily perceptions, severe headaches, and nausea.'
i got it from wikipedia.
i've repeated the word 'headache' several times just now
nausea will be a sensation of unease and discomfort in the upper stomach with an urge to vomit
which i also faced

indicating that what i had (or what i AM HAVING, yes, i still have headaches) IS migraine isnt really what i wanted as a gift for hetting good results in exams
i prefer my own notebook or a apple product or cash to buy clothing
NOT MIGRAINE AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE!

something i found in the wikipedia:
TRIGGERS FOR MIGRAINE
Migraine attacks may be triggered by:


-Alcohol
-Allergic reactions
-Bright lights
-Certain odors or perfumes
-Changes in hormone levels (which can occur during a woman's menstrual cycle or with the use of birth control pills)
-Changes in sleep patterns
-Exercise
-Loud noises
-Missed meals
-Physical or emotional stress
-Smoking or exposure to smoke
Certain foods and preservatives in foods may trigger migraines in some people...This list may not include all triggers...


– MedlinePlus medical encyclopedia

hmm ... let me see
-i took a sip of my mom's irish baileys last night
-i am known to have allergic reactions to almost everything in the world
-the sun was shining very brightly today
-odors and perfumes are usual stuff
*i'm not having my period
-i selpt late last nght due to my end-of-year emotions (refer to last blog post)
-i've been dancing a lot lately
-tv, handphone, neighbour's vehicle
-skipped breakfast
-stress, depressions etc. etc., you name it
-smoke due to neighbour vehicle
other than the 'changes in menstrual cycle' thing, i practically got everything on the list
:(
 
SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS FOR MIGRAINE
1.The prodrome, which occurs hours or days before the headache.

2.The aura, which immediately precedes the headache.
3.The pain phase, also known as headache phase.
4.The postdrome.
The prodrome includes altered mood, irritability, depression, fatigue, yawning, excessive sleepiness, craving for food, stiff muscles especially in the neck, hot ears, constipation or diarrhea, increased urination, and other visceral symptoms.
Aura:
"Symptoms of migraine aura can be visual, sensory, or motor in nature.

Visual aura is the most common of the neurological events. There is a disturbance of vision consisting usually of unformed flashes of white and/or black or rarely of multicolored lights (photopsia) or formations of dazzling zigzag lines (scintillating scotoma; often arranged like the battlements of a castle, hence the alternative terms "fortification spectra" or "teichopsia"). Some patients complain of blurred or shimmering or cloudy vision, as though they were looking through thick or smoked glass, or, in some cases, tunnel vision and hemianopsia."
I had a little bit of visual aura today, i saw blurry things but just for a while. now that i read this, i realise that i had my first aura when i was 12 in primary school. suddenly, everything in front of me just went completely white. I also had aura (everything turned white) during hari sukan this year, which caused daniel to call me 'kenanga yang pengsan'. wow, i never knew i've already had it so early :(
Yes, I had headache, not the first time i mentioned it.
Yes, i'm also having postdrome now.

DIAGNOSIS FOR MIGRAINE
Migraines are underdiagnosed and often misdiagnosed. The diagnosis of migraine without aura, according to the International Headache Society, can be made according to the following criteria, the "5, 4, 3, 2, 1 criteria:



-5 or more attacks. [For migraine with aura, only two attacks are sufficient for diagnosis]
-4 hours to 3 days in duration.
-2 or more of the following:
  -Unilateral (affecting half the head);
  -Pulsating;
  -"Moderate or severe pain intensity";
  -"Aggravation by or causing avoidance of routine physical activity".
-1 or more of the following:
  -"Nausea and/or vomiting";  
  -Sensitivity to both light (photophobia) and sound (phonophobia).

So basically, I have migraine
as a matter in fact, i'm still having it now after hours.
which, well, is normal for someone having migraine.
but i dont think that having migraine for someone as young as 12 is normal.
let me list down the times i'm pretty i was having migraine:
1. During assembly in primary school when 12 years old (Had visual aura)
2. During sports day this year (13 years old) bcuz i skipped breakfast (had visual aura long than the first time)
3. Once in assembly this year also, the aura was fast and i had a wee bit feeling of headache
4. Today, the worst i've ever gotten. Yet.

Its not comforting. I'm having depressions now (postdrome).

*those in blue means i've got it from wikipedia
*those in red means things i've experienced
*those in green are just titles

To know more, visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Migraine

regrets.

another year had passed by.
naturally, there are people that you would love to hate and also people that you have bond over the years that grew so close, you'll miss each other after few days not meeting.
well, I do have a few people that I feel of that.
wei sian, kai lun, avril, li wen, cherise...
some awesome form 5s who were very nice to me :)
oh, how much i'll miss them.

i havent grew very close with the form 5s of course as there is a huge gap between our age
but the way they treated me, I dont think i will ever get it from an seniors/older friend
the sarcastic chern wei that oh so happen to have the same birthday as I do,
the sometimes scray ben-jie with that... facial hair?
that kind hearted edbert that always get attacked by his "friends"
the daniel that just cant get enough of bullying wei sian xD
and CHERYL that has been so friedly to me since the first day I attended CF.

i am so full ofregrets right now, for i didnt say goodbye in the most proper way,
i didnt even bother with them.
but, i'm currently mourning for the fact i did not spend the time we had together in the best way (wow, i sound so cheesy)
oh well.
i do wish them all the best and good luck for whatever standing in their way in their journey to reach their goals :)

other than that, eventhough it isnt the end-of-the-world for me and her,
but i surely will miss her when she go to other class...
who am i talking about?
WEI SIAN lah stupid.
that girl had been the joy of the class, always doing silly things that cheers people up :)
no group is complete without her, and my group, which consist, until today, of me, cherise, avril, wei sian, etc. etc., will not be complete again,
as we ae bout to lose one of our member.
and in a group, evry member is counted as important, as a valuable thing to the group.
one less member, and we'll be counted as incomplete.

:)
i still remember the first time i talked to her
we were in the hall for some stupid presentation about the school
i got so freaking bored and i did not bring my watch, so i asked her the time.
her facial expression was beyond words can say.
by the look of it, it was like as if she just saw a godzilla.
hah. funny (:

oh, next year, i wonder what will be in for me





fullstop

:)

I've developed a liking of boys with great smile :)

That killer smile always manage to capture my heart

shh... don't tell anyone ;)

drama-mama

honestly
why is so many people making such a big deal over teacher's
'having fun'
words can confuse you
you can always mistaken someone's word

yeah
i was a little angry when he said 'having fun'
but then i tought
maybe he said the wrong word,
i mean, anything is possible right?
and people tend to make mistakes sometimes
so just forgive and forget lar.

what you did kinda make me think that you're just being a drama-mama
so that you can boost your popularity stuff like that.
honestly, it cant.
it'll just annoy people as they tried to make you see the good side of things and forget about the bad
so yeah.
you said maybe not liking it is your problem,
and with me thinking you're a drama-mama is also my problem
HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT NOW HUH!?

i really think you're trying to get people's attention
look at your page!
there are over 4 post about that damn mistake a teacher made!
'FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE'
'FEEL VERY ANGRY'
'FUN!? I'LL GIVE YOU SOME FUN'
'IF THERE WERE KNIVES THERE, THEN I WOULD'VE SHOWED YOU SOME FUN'
dont you feel bored flooding your wall with the same damn thing that really isnt a big deal?
alright, you're angry at the teacher for some F*CKING WORDS he used
then you surely cant blame him for
BEING ANGRY CUZ YOU ALL ARE SO DAMN OBSESS WITH YOUR FREAKING MARKS THAT YOUR WILLING TO SQUAD UP AND DOWN FOR 70+ TIMES WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU CANT DO IT AND MAKING YOUR OWN LEGS JELLY-LIKE AND COMPLAINING IT OVER FACEBOOK FOR THE WHOLE BLOODY WEEKEND.

he sure got his faults.
that aint a way for pupil to gain marks for their seni.
so? he learned his lessons.
pn.p gave him a real good talk i'm pretty sure bout that.
have you learned YOUR'S?
NOT DOING SOME F*CKING THING AND PASSING LIMITS IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA COMPLAIN ABOUT IT FOR YOUR WHOLE DAMN LIFE!
sheesh.
honestly, he aint really a bad teacher.
he did insist that you stop when you really cant take it, didnt he?
he did allow us to have pj since we've been craving for it, didnt he?
SO JUST DO SOMETHING GOOD IN UR WHOLE SORRY LIFE BY FORGIVING A TEACHER LAR!



maybe you're just wanting *things too bad that you're willing to do this.

*things, as in popularity, fame.

feeling like crap.

'Only one cried because he was shocked when he knew that he became the assistant head prefect of the afternoon session while the others cried like mad because they did not get the position that they wanted all along.'
shit.
i saw this in damien's blog.
crap that guy.
that guy as in the guy who got the assitant position.
sissy.
cry? stupid lar.
if i were u, i'll cry becuz i cant get the head position.

honestly, i though a guy as narcissistic as you will actually expect to get the position u got.
what?
ur narcissism ran out eh?
no wonder.
thinking people have crush on u.
idiotic.
i'm not liking my school prefectorial board at all.
first the morning and now the afternoon session as well.
though i have to admit, this assistant is really a matching arm candy for jolynn x)
and i'm pretty sure one of the prefect in my class is jealous of that.

argh.
damien said he cant stand next year of school without that girl
while i cant stand going to school and face a bunch of narcissistic, ugly-looking,
weak speeched, dummy prefects...
who is facing the worse?
me duh.

oh my
im so depressed that im not using a single big letter
and i forgot whats the name of of 'big letter'
normally, i would criticise those who dun use big letter
now,
wow.

on a happier note,
i am going for my ballet three times a week.
wednesday, saturday and sunday.
which means that i dun get to wake up late
my mom must be really happy.
at the same time, i dun get to eat my breakfast on time.
yippey.

i can blog no more.

damn.

oh-ho-ho.
guess what? my school afternoon session pengawas is about to umumkan their ajkt...
they said head prefect is  Jolynn :)
I think that it is possible, since she is one of the few pengawas that is able to silence people...
and I saw her talking to morning session head prefect Bryan Choi on Friday,
so its possible.
well, if she gets it, I'll wish her luck =)
and hope that she wont be like some OTHERS.

AS FOR THE ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT...
I am currently very very emotional
and not the good kind of emotional
its the I-wanna-shove-this-guy's-face-down-into-the-sewers-the-first-minute-I-can kind...
oh yeah...
yeah, so u can say that I am being extremely unfair as I do not know this guy...
but I can assure you, after looking at this year's form 2 pengawas,
I think its time for the lenbaga pengawas to stop having NARCISSISTIC pengawas...
I should have became one, I can do my job better than this dude.
its a DUDE!
and yet I'm not drooling after him.
PERASAN.
I'm pretty sure that face he showed me when walking pass my class was the smug, in-your-face kinda look.
hopefully, you wont be in the same class as I'll be next year.
as I'll tear your book into half whenever I get a chance, and if I became class monitor again, that possibility is very, very high.
Really? are they so desperate that they have to give HIM the assitant head prefect place?
SHEEZ.

lastly, we talked about the possibilitiesof Howard getting the pengerusi discipline place as he's been talking to Jessica more than ever ...
Spongebob jokingly said that if he gets the post, our school discipline will go down the slope...
I doubt it, since my school discipline is already at the bottom of the hill ._.
well, he LOOKS like he just woke up from a long long sleep everytime he duties...
hopefully he's got something that will benefit inside other that a whole vocabulary of swear words... -,-
well, at least its not Yu Zheng.
gluck then.

HAHAH.
GLUCK.
Been saying that since the exam, makes me feel like a kid x)
Gluck = good + luck

other calon ketua like Damien and Angela,
I can only assume Angela got secretary post as she looks so happy
Damien... I have no idea.
Damien's chance of becoming an assistant head is ruined by the existence of that dude.
and... well, with his height, he can get no where.
shhh, dont tell him, kay?
x)

I think if I became one prefect I can get the assistant hed refect post
xD
NARCISSISTIC thats what I'm being
but at least I'm not THAT DUDE NARCISSISTIC.
HMPH.
Honestly, he looks kinda like a pig.
and her speech is like so rigid.
Joey's speech is better than his, pu-lease!
what he said was 'selamat sejahtera kepada... guru-guru yang disayangi... and rakan rakan sekalian'
PLEASE LAH!
You better think about improving ur sppech lar,
the seniors are really blind.
prefect that cant give good speech cant be a prefect.
PREFECT ARE SUPPOSED TO INFLUENCE PEOPLE.
if you have a prefect whoose speech is bad, he is gonna influence people to speak bad.
AND THAT IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE!
ugh, i'm banging my head to a pole...........................
good people, smart ones like Cherise and Avril and I wont even become a prefect after being asked by WEE YAN YEE.
even PN WANG gave me a small talk about becoming a prefect. sheesh.
desperado.

whatever.
I'll live even if the school ruling is bad.
look at me thise year, I manage to survive.
I think myself as one of the best in my school, and it helps.
I have confidence. ;)
look at me, standing at 5ft 9 above, I am one of the tallest girl in my school,
getting nicknames from everyone.
but guess what, I never let it bothered me.
it doesnt matter if i'm a prefect or what, I am special.
I am good. I am capable of doing whatever those prefect do.
i never became a prefect because being prefect aint really that nice, controlling people.
as long as I know I'm just like the prefect and better than the preects, I'm okay.

=)

Harry Potter!!!

OMG

OMG

OMG

OMG

   !!!

If you are looking at me right now, you'll probably see me jumping up and down

Therefore making it very hard to type

xD

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS part 1 in cinema Novemer 19!!!!

AHHH!!!

I'm so happy right now xDD

Lately, I've been into Glee therefore did not check on HP

But, I still have feelings for that movie man!!

They posted 8 new trailers for HP7:pt 1

Sheesh! I've watched them all!!!

x)

Particularly like the one with George and his bandaged ears in the kitchen looking at Ginny and Harry kissing

That is sooo HILARIOUS!

AWW!!! I love them sooo much!

You know, George is actually my favourite character of the whole movie/book

J.K. Rowling is a genius.

Her Harry Potter books are such wonderful creations!

Aah!!! x)

Harry Potter, I love you.

You'll be strong always.

;)

Loves, Anneliese.

._.

I'm feeling sleepy, but dont feel like sleeping.

Lame right? ;)

Aww, I've been dreaming of something I know I'll never acheive.

Having his heart

He's one of the hawtest guy in the school la weyh...

Guess I just need to learn how to let go ...

Next year ;)

Great.

Now I dont have mood for anything.

I have to stop having mood swings.

Rawr!

Exams!
Rawr!
WHich means that I am NOT suppose to be here...
But whatev'
I facebooked almost everyday when UPSR
x)

Honestly, this time I'm really scared I might flunk
Everyone in my class (well, som exactly) has stepped up their game
I'm just scared that I might not be able to secure my SIXTH spot in B class... -,-
Yeah
And I DONT want to seperate from Avril and Cherise, we're like a super cool back-of-the-class group
Well, among them, I get the worse result -,-
Cherise no.1, Avril no.5 ... Me? 6. 6!
And yet I'm not satisfied.
Maybe I just wanna prove to everybody that I'm worth it (though some knew ;) )
Other than that, I'll miss Wei Sian ... THE MOST!
Eventhough sometimes she looks like a total lesb .......
But honestly, she's a great laugh ;)
Kai Lun? She's cool.
I dont have to worry about her.
She'll get into the same class as I do next year and we will sit together again and w'll hang out during recess again as usual ....
Aww, but I'll miss Wei Sian!
I really hope she'll improve in her studies!
Add oil yahh!

Aww, those sweet seniors/friends I've made this year thats form 5 ...
I'll miss them so much xD
I dont know why, but some of them are really handsome x)
For real.
And their so wacky!
Especially ELS seniors...
I really dont know how ELS will survive without them.
Ahh, Bryan and James, we're counting on you!



...
I feel like crying.
Miss ya.


Wish me luck for exams.
;)

Bartie ;)

Bartie = Brittany + Artie
!!!
GLEE man!!
Its so darn addictive!
I am now officially a gleek ;)

I all started when Avril told me about songs featured on Glee
And Glee appearing on Oprah
And Glee songs playing all over the world
So I went like 'Why not give it a try?'

So, I asked me mum to buy me Glee season 1
She did, but it was only Glee season 1 volume 1
featuing only 13 episodes!
GRR.
I'll try asking her again after exams.
=)

Exams, exams...
SHYT man...
This means that its the end of the year dy.
):
How sad.
I'm surely gonna miss somebody thats gonna graduate.
They are just so charming.
Aww... Oh well.

FYI.
I'll try avoiding the school library as much as I can
AS someone has been promoted the place of something.
Sheesh.

Oh.
And CF is cool.
Ivan actually remembered my name
(Though I think he had already forgotten and heard someone else called me)
Those form 4 and 5 are AWESOMELY CRAZY!
Those form 1 and 2's are lame. -.-

Thats all.

Wish me luck for the EXAMS.

I dislike you.

B*TCH.
YOU'RE A B*TCH.

You turn ur back on us cuz of that Friggin' guy.
I have nothing against that friggin' guy.
But you caused one.
All I'm gonna do now is pray that the Friggin' guy wont accept you.

You B*tch.
What you did is already bad enough.
Getting innocent people involved.
Dont you know that what you do will only scare the Friggin' guy away?!
We already think that it is enough
But NO
Sources report, you're up to another freak story
The one that involves back-stabbing your friends.
SHYT YOU.
Well, you're hurting my best friend.
I'm hating you.
Its already enough. We have enough of it.

Hmm, you're so into making yourself popular
Why hadn't you bring me down also?
I'm pretty sure you're planning one.
Well, guess what?
I'm ready.
My armour s polished and I am ready anytime.
I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU.



P.S. I'm not saying you're name cuz it'll just dirty up my blog.
P.S.S. Pardon my language.

Dignity, people!

Seriously
Girls in secondary school tend to lose their dignity within the few months of school
Why would I say that?
Cuz I eye-witnessed not one, but two, of my friends changed

Well, the first one, I was very very close with her
Note that I am using 'was' instead of 'is'
She developed a crush on a guy which changed her completely
She want to be known
She want to be popular
She thinks she is really beautiful
Telling my friend that she is way more beautiful than J. What garbage.
What she did was something very daring.
She ought to know that what she did, in other people's eyes
Isn't a thing she really ought to be proud of.
Her so-called 'close' friends are actually backstabbing her.
Oh yeah.
I know I shouldnt really be feeling like this, but I actually feel...
Happy.
The gang she hang ou with are nerds, the wannabes dressing like bees
Dutying in a place full with knowledge while they dont even pay attention in classes
(You may already which gang I'm talking about)
Uh-huh. Bad influence.
Thats is exactly why I hand-picked my friends.
Sheesh.
Those guys are always kissing up to her cuz she is kissing up to a girl who have tons of famous sister who used to/still studying there (This is an extremely big giveaway) so that she could get famous
So that is why almost the whole school knows her know.
She use that people and then dump them
Her used-to-be-close friends told me.
I hope she does know that if she continue being like that
Nobody would want to befriend her.
I am currently keeping a distant friendship with her.

The second girl.....
Lets just say all the guys from next class doesnt like her and gave her nickname
I have nickname from them too, but they are friendly ones
Her's is the I-never-want-to-be-her-friend-or-be-anywhere-near-her-cuz-of-that
She also have a bunch of followers.
The inmatures, the no-one-wants, the I'm-not-known-so-I'll-stick-with-her-cuz-what-she-always-says-make-me-believe-she-is-very-famous
They treat her like queen, which lead her to treat the rest of her like garbage byshowing off, telling us about the guy who is obsess with her...
Well, we dont really buy it...
That guy is equally ugleh.
She think she is liked by the rest of us cuz she holds a position in the school
Taking care of a place I tried to avoid for the whole year.
I avoid that place bacause:
1. A lot of people there are perasan
2. The first girl always hang out there to look at her crush that she 'just cant let go'
3. This girl, the second one, is also always there to boost her popularity among the nerds
4. The things they have there are boring and old
5. It smells.
Anyway, I cringe at the mere sight of this girl.
UCK.

Guess what?
A girl who I used to dont have a good impression on is actually turning good!
She changed in a good way.
I like that way. I hope her all the best :)

Alice

No, no.
Not Alice in Wonderland.
Its a SONG named Alice from the movie 'The Lovely Bones'
Based on a novel written by Alice Sebold.
Its a very beautiful song
The melody, so calming, so relaxing.
It makes me feel like ...
I'm at a special place ...
Like ... heaven.
I feel like flying
So carefree I can float ...

When I listen to this song...
I can see a place
Where there's everything nice ...
Everything I desire
Flowers blossom
Sow falling
Autumn leaves on earth...
Theres a place where I can read a book without sweating
A place I can cry when I want to cry
A place I can spend a night alone without feeling scared
A place I spend when I'm happy.
A place that is mine, and mine alone.

♥

I'm lovable.

=)

Tears

I love looking at raindrops

As they fall down from the sky

Like little fragile crytals

The feeling as they landed on your skin

Reminds me of how much I feel like crying

Letting those precious crytals sliding off my perfect face.

♥

♥ I can't stop loving you ♥

John Mayer-Half Of My Heart

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends

Free to roam, make a home out of everywhere I've been

Then you come crashing in

Like the realest thing

Try my best to understand all that your love can bring

Oh

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Half of my heart takes time

Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That I cant keep loving you(Cant keep loving you)

Oh

With half of my heart

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else

Made a plan, stayed the man who can only love himself

Lonely was the song I sang

Till the day you came

Showing me another way, and all that my love can bring

Oh

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Half of my heart takes time

Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That I cant keep loving you(Cant keep loving you)
Oh
With half of my heart

With half of my heart

Your faith is strong

But I can only fall short for so long

Down the road, later on

You will hate that I never gave more to you

Than half of my heart

But I can't stop loving you

I cant stop loving you

I cant stop loving you

I cant stop loving you

I cant stop loving you

With half of my

Half of my heart

Oh

Half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination

Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That half of my heart won't do

Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring

And half of my heart is the part of a man

Who's never truly loved anything

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

♥

Its been a while.

Exam just passed. Not all of us passed with flying colours. Avril didn't. She got a 'C' in KH while I got 90 marks. She got quite depressed. Hope her well.

Yesterday, due to the fact of the failure we faced, Cherise got crazy, grabbed my highlighter and started highlighting my hands. =.= Therefore, I turned into Fiona for a full 5 minutes.

I must say, I was/am very very supprised of my marks this exam. I got 90 for KH, 80 for Sejarah and 86 for Science, all of them higher compared to Avril. I was, and still, very shocked. Avril cant believe it. She exclaimed "But you said you watched Chuck instead of revising that morning!", which is true. Weird stuff.

The boys in my school are getting weirder by the second, too. Don't wanna say it in details, but they are VERY weird lately. =.=

I went Delaney's for lunch on the 8th of August. YUM. he first time I taste Irish food. SO DELICIOUS! We ate a total of RM200. =)

Kenanga BBQ is tomorrow! Woots! Cant wait till I finally get to eat hot dogs and fishballs freely!!! Yippeee!!! :D

I learned how to put down things. Take it easy. Relax.

Thats all. =)

Had fun! You?

I went for Kem Kepimpinan Ketua dan Penolong Ketua Tingkatan.
on 10th and 11th July.
Phew~, long name.
ENJOYED IT DAMN MUCH!!!

Well, why?
1st, I make friends with a lot of people, including Pang Yi Ling, Lee Gim Thong (not really, actually, I knew them before, but not well), Rachel Ng, Ivan Too, Jeremy Wong, Hui Jin, Sarah Tan, Ting Qiang Chao, Wen Han and much moreee....
Yi Ling, Gim Thong, Ivan, Jeremy, Hui Jin, Sarah...they're really friendly. Rachel too. But I would like to say thats she's cool, Wen Han is always smiling... They're caring too. Gim Thong and another fat guy asked me and Cherise why we looked so grumpy in the middle of the night...... Well, you get the idea.
2nd, JEREMY WONG's there!!! WOOTS!!! Haha, real fan here. Huge fan here.He's really helpful, friendly, down-to-earth and have a good imagination too. You really should listen to the cheer he made for his team. Sad I wasn't in his team.
3rd, THE RIVER TREKKING!!!!!! Seriously, it was very very fun. We went to some leech area, some area have wild animals like snakes, wolf/fox, some even said ELEPHANT. But we didn't seen any except for a dead snake. The 'tour guide' told us to mind what we say in the jungle, bacause it may trigger the animals. Me and Cherise hopped around when we're at the leech area, cross rivers... I almost got my blood sucked by leech. =) But most of all, it was exciting when we climb down the hill/cliff to the waterfall!!! I wanna have this kinda camp again leh ... =D

Well, the trip delayed over an HOUR for dunno what nutting reason. But, who cares? I sat at the window seat next to Cherise with the FORM 3s. Cherise and I keep on making Gim Thong annoyed with the curtains (he sat in front of me) and had fun seeing Ivan... err... 'kau lui' =D
So we reached the destination after 30 minutes, given a brief of what we are going to do, then choose a bunk in our dorm. Girls with girls(Dorm Talapia) and vice versa(Dorm Tengas for the boys). They're double-decker bed, I choosed the lower one while Cherise choose the upper one. Yi Ling, next to me and Rachel next to Cherise.
Then, we went to Dewan Meranti to play the ICE BREAKER. No, we aren't breaking ice. Its actually an activity for us to get to know each other(not much help, though, we're shy). The first one is rock-paper-scissors, the one who won is given the nickname 'Ah New/Niu' while another is 'Ah Fa'. Then, the conductor read a passage. Once he said the word 'new/niu' or something that sounds alike, Ah New get to hit Ah Fa and vice versa. I was Ah New and Cherise was Ah Fa. I noticed that Jeremy was Ah Fa (haha!) and Ivan was Ah New, they were sitting next to us. The secong ice breaker is that we tie a balloon around our ankle, walk around, try to destroy other's in the same time when you're protecting your own. The team who got the most remaining wins. I got mine stepped by Cherise in the first round (=.=) and Jeremy attacked the girls in my team. He get to play 3 rounds cuz his balloon fell in the middle of the game. =.= Seriously, he should be banned.
Then ceramah by Winson and his wife. Lunch in canteen. Then STATION GAMES!!!
There are 4 station games. 2 which are imposible. We have to fill up a pipe longer than my legs which has holes at the side to retrive a bomb within 5 minutes. Impossible. Then we have to climb across a mine field which can only accept hand prints(it was impossible to my team). Then the other two... aiya, ask me next time lar.
Go back dewan again for ceramah. Bath. Dinner. Ceramah. BBQ. Sleep.
I crack some jokes before sleep time, though. Haha, Cherise try to buli me, so I told her if she dont stop, I'll ask my 'husband' to attack her(I vomited for 2 days before that camp, so my classmates said I was pregnant =.=). I also said that even after I gave birth, this was the first time I selp next to someone (Yi Ling). hehe...Cherise and I said that we're gonna sleep around 11 something, but end up sleeping after 12.30 =.= Cuz the girls from our dorm were having parties. I got up ard 2 something, slept, then woke up ard 4 somethong with Hui Chi, Cherise, Bi Wen, Rachel and Yi Ling(we slept at the same corner) and scolded those girls. They kept quite fast enough.
Bla bla bla, breakfast. RIVER TREKKING.
Before we take off, teachers asked Jeremy to show us some warm ups, quite easy ones for me, since I dance ballet.We climbed up steep hill, climbed down, crossed river's which water current was very strong. I PK-ed due to the fact I wasn't holding on to anyone. Then climbe up a hill, reach a place which view is very nice. We were so happy, took pictures, then almost fainted when the tour guide said we need to climb down a hill thats 89.5 degree to the waterfall. I was very scared, almost slipped, but managed to hold onto TQC's hand. Played in the river ..... =D Then after that, our journey back was very dangerous. The jungle there is full of wild animals and leeches, I held Cherise's hand, so I felt stronger. Teamwork, right? =D I think it took over 3 hours, the river trekking. Cherise and I rushed into the dorm and took our clothes, managed to secure two bathing cubicles. We were the first two to bath ;D. I was the first one to bath the day before too. Victory! Haha.
Lunch. Majlis penutup.
Took pictures. A pervert (real pervert) actually came behind me, mimed like wanted to hit my butt, then walked back to his line casually when I was waiting to be given a place. Cherise told me that. Like, EWW!!!
Then we got on to the bus. Rachel, Yi Ling, Ivan, a guy whom name I forgotten, GimThong and the fat guys sat around us again. (We were at the back of the bus) They were really active at first, then suddenly ... silence. They fell asleep. Sheesh, sleeping like pigs. Me and Cherise were so shocked! I managed to take some pictures:

Grpup photo- Rachel, Yi Ling, Iven.Then the blue shirt-GimThong, fat guy and Cherise.

Haha, just like what I said. =D

More!!!:

Girl's dorm.

I'm with Bi Wen

Waterfall.

Group photo.

That's all =D

I am Falling ...

Jogathon was yesterday.
Did I enjoy it?
Most definately.
Did I regret it?
Of course not, I want more!
Is my muscles aching now?
Of course.
Guess what?
I can't wait for next year's merentas desa/taman/jogathon/whatever it is ...

Smile ;D

I stepped on a lizard just now.

._.

I felt so guilty that I pray for it.

His tail got pijaked by me.
I thought he was dead so I tried moving him with a tissue.
Suddenly, it moved.
I was so freaking relieved!
At last, it crawled back to the bathroom as usual.
I didn't mean to hurt him intentionally,

He's the one who jumped on my leg while I was washing my hand in the washroom.

Ahh, at least he's okay now.

;D



P.S. I found out my blog is ridikulusly, boring.

P.P.S. Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows are coming outon November 19. I'll be waiting!!! =D =D =D =D

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

Dobby   D'=    R.I.P.

Salazar Slytherin's Locket, One of the Horcrux

Pastel

I love Pastel Colours.
=D
Wearing pastel coloured clothing is pretty nice.
Look sweet.
=]

Perfection

Perfection.
I like it a lot.
I know that not all things can be perfect
But sometimes, I really really hope things can turn up perfect.
=]

Last night, I watched
Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban
again. The dunno-how-many times already.
Face it, I love Harry Potter.

I cant stand it anymore,
Therefore,
I'm gonna list out all my favourite character of HP.
Ok, here it goes.


I ♥ Sirius Black
I ♥ Remus Lupin

I ♥ Fred Weasley

I ♥ George Weasley

I ♥ Arthur Weasley

I ♥ Severus Snape

I ♥ Albus Dumbledore

I ♥ Draco Malfoy

.........

If you've noticed, they're all males.
LOL
They're acting skills are brilliant.

I'm a boring person,
Thats why this post will stop here.
(I dont even know why I posted this anyway)
P.S.
J.K. Rowling, why do you want Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Albus Dumbledore,
Severus Snape and Fred Weasley DEAD!?
They're such lovely characters.
I actually cried when I see them dying.
D'=

Not Giving A Damn

Seriously, my title is totally random.
I just got the idea of putting whatever that's on my mind
at the title.
And well,
I don't give a damn of many things,
So that explains what I'm thinking.
I'm not making sense, right?
Excuse me, I rarely make sense.
=D

I don't know what got into my mind that made me write in this blog again ...
For the past few weeks,
I've been reading seniors blog,
Guess that's why.
I have a strange feeling that what I am doing is
stalking.
Well, I read their blog every 2 hours
Visiting their Facebook every time I get to
It became an addiction
I think.
Yikes.
I hate being called a stalker.

WooHoo!
Exam just passed.
Mine didn't pass with flying colours, I must say
Guess what I got for BC?
'C'
I'm not K-I-D-D-I-N-G
Well, I dont really like that subject anyway...
Its my first 'C' though ...
Almost fainted in the class.
Congratulations, Chinese!
You manage to be a first in my life!
A first 'C'!
We ought to celebrate!!!
.___.

Oh
Before I end this post,
I have to say,
I am very narcissistic and sarcastic.
I like drowning people with sarcasm.
And my narcissism is kinda .. overloading.
=D

Thats all,
Nobody in particular!

Bye!

.___.

Is anyone reading my blog now?
Most probably not.
If you are, please do comment.

It feels so weird writing this ...
Since I haven't been updating it since ...
I dunno ... Last year July?
Aah, whatever.

Well, I'm in secondary school now,
time passes real quick, right?
I really like this school (SMKTC)
Funny seniors, kind teachers, kind new friends...
This school actually have a thumb-in system
Every day, every student have to thumb-in at some gizmo
to take attendence.
Cool right?

But then ... people around me,
my friends whom I once considered close,
good friends, are changing ...
They got more ... perasan.
Who would have thought that now my bestie
would turn out to be XXX.


Well
I don't think I'll be blogging all time,
I write this only because I have something that I need to tell people.
Cheerio!